The Day Our Lives Changed

November 1, 2012 4:10 p.m.

A day that my life would change forever. I was going to become a Mommy. But, not just your ordinary Mommy. I was going to become an Angel Mommy. To my sweet Angel Baby Jameson that was born in to the arms of Angels. This is something I never thought I'd have to deal with. I never thought my sweet Jameson would ever be born sleeping. This day changed our lives forever. We cried because we missed him. Then we talked about how he is up there with his Great Grandparents and other family members. We knew that he would be taken care of. Still, loosing a child is one of the worst feelings in the world. So, no matter how we tried to be positive we couldn't. Spent a lot of late nights crying and asking why. I've learned now that it is alright to cry. But, to allow myself so much time. Jameson, would still want his Mommy & Daddy to live. Not to just stop life all together because it didn't go as planned. So, we are still taking it day by day. & even hour by hour. We are doing what we have to do to make ourselves comfortable. So, if that means crying.. Then we cry. Or hiding from the world for awhile we will hide. We know that one day God will bless us with another beautiful baby. But, Jameson was just "Too Beautiful for Earth." We all can't wait to see you again, Angel Baby. <3